even now, with the lonliness creeping up on me
inside me, there is a lit candle
is it okay to fill the hollowness from my lack of words with tears?
i just dont understand anymore
at the least, in my dreams
if i could swim freely, there wouldnt be a need for that sky anymore
even without painting over the things from yesterday
i could head forward tomorrow
broken, pale wings, im just a little tired from the overly blue sky
i dont have to keep smiling for someone else

it is okay to smile for my own sake


and again, i like you.

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jingying called me at 330pm. juz when im slping with that beautiful dream. -.- grrrr. called me out to eat cuz she was very hungry. boo. bobian la. who ask she's my bestie. so i wake up n go lorr.

went to eat ajisan AGAIN! used up half of the money i earned yesterday. siian lehh. weitin was there also. miraculously she can and meet us cuz she's got curfew n always have to ask for permission to go out. well she was out since morning. so ya can come and meet.

only celine la. work abit nia den whole body ache. must be as strong as me ok. i only leg ache not whole body okay!! xD wana go sunplaza park one. but, weitin got to go home at 630pm liao. her curfew is 7pm. SIAN ARH. but whatever la.

oh oH OH!! JAY'S SECRET DVD IS OUT!!
MUSTBUY MUSTBUY MUSTBUY!!!!!!



yes. i am.