im feeling terrible. darn terrible.
i feel like crying big time.
i feel so terrible.
i dont know why.
dont ask me.
dont ask me why.
i dont know the feelings.
i dont know what im feeling now.
im feeling really terrible.
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3weeks away from church.
felt dry since how many hundred years ago.
i feel like backsliding
new life started: 20 March 2004
life ended: soon.

what's holding me back?




looking silently, from behind you.
just a glimpse of you would be enough.