saturday. again, weiling n joyce came to my house to drag me out of the house today. i woke up at 4pm today n that's y they came. i realised they threw me 8 missed calls ><

argh. y am i going? wrong purpose again i guess. not for Him. jia lat. as much as i want the passion to be back, i feel so sian n down already. i tried so much already. okay, i dont know whether i really did try the right way but,im so sick and tired of it already. esp since that change.. that thing that was done that made me cant adjust to the change, making me worse n more down than before.

and i dont know whether i really can change, im afraid of the changing environment. another weakness. im afraid to adjust to new changes.

breaking down, feeling tired, sick.

i rather be alone.












i miss us.
you are the purpose.