OH MY TIAN! I DIDNT GET TO TAKE A PIC WITH DAREN TAN(project superstar champ! =D) TODAY. OH IM SO DAMN PISSED! RRRR.

i wanted to lend the phone from alex one so i can take picture with daren tan. but alex said we aint allowed to do that.. so.. =( but i very bu gan yuan, after the banquet i kept on complaining to alex telling him that daren tan was behind the door when the carrie was singing, then he said, OH YOU SHOULD TELL ME EARLIER I THOUGHT U WANTED TO TAKE THE PICTURE OF THE STAGE WHEN CARRIE SINGING. then i was like oh my FREAK! if i told him then he would lend me then now i will be staring and posting the freaking picture in blog! OH DAMMIT!! ARGH!! I freaking pek chek i even COMPLAINED to the taxi driver when i was in the cab cabbing home. ok im siao. cuz the taxi driver so talkable n he was asking y i no time go boat quay and relax n have a little pretty chat with friends and i told him that im chionging work that y no time. then i linked on to that daren tan. hahaha. when he was singing on the stage my eyes was glued to him. he's smiling when he sings and he eyes went so small so cute! OMG!!!! I KNEW HE LOOKED AT ME I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW HE DID!!!! (zi-highing) I KNEW HE DID!! AHHHHHH HE'S SO CUTE!!!!! =P

OH MY TIAN WHEN WOULD I GET THE FREAKING CHANCE AGAIN! OMG HE'S SO DAMN CUTE! HE'S EYES SO MI SI REN! SO ELECTRIFYING!!! i like guys when they smile their eyes goes so small. OMG SO CUTE! SO KAWAII!!!!! AHHHH!! I DIDNT GET TO TAKE A PIC WITH HIM I FEEL LIK DYING! OH DAMMIT! >.< im feeling so hua chi now. BUT HE'S STILL SO DAMN CUTE MAN I MISSED THE DAMN FREAKING CHANCE! blame myself for not telling alex the whole damn thing that he only behind the door of the table that im in charge of. OH DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANA DIE MAN. zzz.

yeah i felt so angry the whole of tonight, yeah small parts because din get to take a picture with daren tan AND MOSTLY CUZ OF THE DAMN MANAGER. darn. i was in charge of 2 tables today and when i finished serving the fish of one table i went to the kitchen to take another fish. when i went in, the manager shouted at me and said CAN U OPEN THE BLOODY EYES BIG BIG AND LOOK PROPERLY FOR YOUR TABLE, U DIDNT KNOW WHICH TABLE U WERE SERVING AND U BROUGHT THE FISH WALK ONE BIG BIG ROUND THEN PUT BACK TO THE KITCHEN RIGHT! U CAN SEE PROPERLY ANOT! i was like oh damn it wasnt me. i didnt go out there and walk around taking the fish. NOT ME! and i gave him a OKAY sign. then he said CONFIRM IS NOT YOU ARH. U CONFIRM ARH. i went YA YA YA NOT ME. he went out and shouted to another person asking who was it. OH DAMN ALL THE CHEFS AND THE STEWARD AND THE DISHWASHERS WERE LOOKING WHEN HE SHOUTING AT ME LA. damn. wth. feel so fucking innocent and got maligned. im using this damn F word for the first time in my blogs man. i feel so freaking pek chek. felt like crying when he shouted at me after that. i was complaining to jolene n was abt to cry man so fucked up. ARGH!!!

but my feeling went right when im looking at daren on stage singing. AFTER THAT, was scolded by another one for nothing!! argh! lousy freaking night! dammit. we were told to stop service when they are singing. so i did. and in the middle the guest surely will drink the water one right. so, when the singing JUST finished and i was abt to start serving again, he came to me and said, "you want your pay anot?" and i said yah then he asked me to look at my table, saying that the drinks were not filled up. WTH THEY JUST FINISHED SINGING ONLY AND I WAS ABT TO START SERVICE AGAIN THEN WAS SCOLDED. HE'S SO DAMN QUICK TO SCOLD LA. WTH. but i wasnt that angry about this. im fine~

JUST FEEL SO FREAKING LOUSY TODAY! FOR NOTHING SCOLDED BY 2 PPL! WTH!!

i feel more pissed without able to take a picure with daren tan. OMG HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE WHEN HE SMILES! HIS EYES GOES SO SMALL!! MI SI REN LE!!!! arghhh!!! STUPID ALEX!!!!!!!!!! okok not his fault. is mine T_T.

hmm.. still got who got small eyes one.. hmm.. lin jun jie, lee jun ki, jr. ALL SO CUTE! kawaii!!!!

took pictures after that banquet today. so funny!! haha.







andrea, emily, celine. taking pictures with the mediacorp board. xD

attempting to jump and I SUCCEEDED! andrea just landed and celine just started to jump. i got the best timing!! xD

another attempt to jump but all fell and laughed. hahaha.

he and his gay pose. bang.

alex was looking all the way but not joining in the fun. hahaha.

alex is soooo out. y give that sian faCE!!

emily, celine, jolene.


i just realised i wrote such a freaking long post. anyway, DARAN TAN'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MI SI REN LE!!!! =D
SEE SEE SEEEEEE!!!!!! and the dimples! =D






finally.. im gonna get a good sleep till i wake up naturally..~ ahh..













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