yeah she came to my house today, while i was bathing.
wanted to go to school at 2pm till 3pm one.
but she came and told me not to go already.
saying that i didnt have the textbooks and stuffs.
and kept on ranting on and on about stuffs that she went
china, india, japan, korea to do chartiy works.
and said that how the ite called her to work for them and to teach due to her KNOWLEDGE.

she asked me whether i know that she went to all those country to do all those charity works and i said i didnt know. then she said, of course u dont know, u dont know anything in the world.

wtf. i dont even know her i didnt even see her before how the heck am i supposed to know that she went to all those places before. what bout me not knowing anything in the world related to her going around to do charity works?

wth so irritated. is she trying to be soft and show me her good works?

yeah i know knowledge is power but does she have to brag it to me?
wth.

saying after 30 years will i be able to be like her having half a million in her CPF and able to go around the world if singapore economy dropped all the way down or singapore got swallowed in the tsunami.

if tsunami really comes, she wont be able to run even if she have all the money in the world.

damn.
felt so insulted by her.
"i feel so sorry for you emily. so sorry that u didnt come to school. you should
see how the china and india children are. so pitiful that they wanted to study but
they didnt have the resources"
but yeah. the latter's true. for those kids over at china, india, africa..

yeah i know that im blessed to be in singapore with all the resources in the world to study. yeah i admit that im just so blessed that im so lazy now.
damn i really should go to those country to have a look to change my way of thinking.

but that shouldnt be the way.
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if you see it, you can have it.
really? is that true?
for this, i dont believe.

dream on emily.
you are 10 hours apart,
10 hours away.
stop dreaming and get back to reality.

but maybe, maybe, God can do a miracle for this.
is it gonna happen?
sounds ridiculous.













dreams.
electric guitars.