as of now, i'll be 17.
looking back at all these years,
i see what i have completed,
what i have done,
what i have accomplished.
it all summarise to one word,
none.

i did lousy in secondary school,
didnt score well,
lousy grades,
didnt get any certs to confirm my accomplishments.
felt lousy.
it all boils down to one thing,
my laziness

until now, i get into ite college east,
im still in the same way, laziness, getting less-disciplined.
at a certain age, im blinded by laziness,
which caused me to be in ite now, not poly.
i didnt mean to say that ite is worse than poly,
but it is just that i know, if i know how to work hard then,
i'll be in a better place now.

finally, i have realised,
i cant go on like this anymore.
i cannot always skip school like i always do now.
what an age for me to come into realisation of these things,
these common-sense things that even primary school kids know.
i am ashamed.

but if there's one thing that i enjoy during those secondary school times,
it would be that i found a group of great friends.
esp celine teo jia min. =D
im really happy to be your friend,
to know you and to be such a great friend with you.
yes, even though we are closer now compared to seconday school times,
it's still part of my happy memories,
and these memories shall go on.
my special bestie. =]]


jingying, weitin, celine, emily. =]]
the happy thing found.


wonderful.

work hard people, dont be blinded by the joy of skipping school and all those freedom now. think, think of the future, the life that you are going to enjoy in the future, not now.
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really thank weiling, joyce, joanna and terrence today for celebrating my birthday. im really surprised by what you all did today. thanks a lot. =))
the 6th november, when they celebrated for me =D

yes!! im the first one to be in terrence's camera after he bought it! =P

the "EMILY" by weiling and joyce; they had a hard time lighting them under the wind. haha

thanks for everything =D