the message today was totally for me.

the dream killer.

it may seem to be impossible now, at my age,
but i would still grow older and experience more,
and eventually get to the stage of my dream.

one or twice when he said those, i took it as a joke.
but it is always, coming more, when i told him more of my dream,
every word that he said, making me getting more and more discouraged,
i feel myself being stupid to think of ever realising that dream
and eventually stop thinking of that stupid dream.

it's been a long time that i had stop thinking of that dream,
only until today,
pastor's message reminded me of all these.
and if it wasnt pastor had said bout not bearing grudges and not forgiving,
i wouldnt realise i had kept all those harsh words quietly in my heart all along.

and at the time when he said about forgiving,
the tears welled up in my eyes.
at the time of worship,
i guess, i've released and lifted all those disappointments in my heart to Him already.
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BS was great today.
im so interested since lesson 6.
DEMONS.
wahahahah xDD

im gonna do what that was said.
at least, i put in my effort and i try to.
i hope and i will see results.

went movie with apple, jerel, boon yew and chi ying.
watch the kingdom.
so bored can.
all i see are saudi arabians shooting missiles and firing bullets like
they are free =.=
and all those bombing around. man.

saudi arabia no law one meh? can shoot around like nobody's business one arh?

maybe im right, maybe im wrong. whatever.
why guys like this kinda show?
BORING

luckily jerel had his car
if not need to cab back already.
awesome!
hahahaha xXDD