went to school with mum yesterday and went to see the section head,
and talked alot alot alot about all those bursary and my results and all those.
seriously, i think talking about all those aint useful at all. i rather do at my own will. which of course, i know what is right for me. and which is.. what i didnt do.

and mike told me what he saw yesterday.
and seriously. im DAMN PISSED OFF.

FOR WHAT THE FUCK SHE WAS SCOLDED WHEN SHE AINT EVEN MY PARENT OR MY GUARDIAN TO DO ALL THOSE SHIT FOR ME.
AND FOR WHAT THE HECK SHE WAS SCOLDED WHEN IT ISNT HER FAULT AT ALL.
AND FOR ALL THE FUCK SHE'S AT FAULT WAS SHE'S IS MY FRIEND!
AND IT DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU HAVE TO SCOLD HER WHEN I DIDNT PICK UP THE CALL WHEN SHE CALLED ME. IT'S ME WHO DIDNT PICK UP THE CALL. NOT HER WHO DIDNT CALL ME.
FUCK YOU AINT EVEN GONNA GET QUALIFIED FOR WHAT YOU ARE NOW.
CCB.

maybe i should do like..
leave for half a year.
fuuck.


the world is so freaking messed up.
earthquakes which is equivalent to 278 atomic bombs and the soon to come again tsunami which the professionals predicted.
those thousands of deaths..

evil china constructions.
the whole school fell apart and not even one single metal which is used to support the building is seen.
true to say, a tofu building.

compared to myanmar, china's alot better. at least the president of china would get down himself to do the rescuing.
countries everywhere should really send troops to myanmar to attack them. those government craps, who doesnt even want medical help, deserve to get attacked when they dont even want to help their own citizens.

dad says, when the temperature rises and sea level rises, the whole of singapore will sink into the sea and everybody dies together.

im good to be in singapore..
because when the earthquake moves in singapore,
the whole tiny island will move into the sea and everybody will be death.
no tears, no sorrows.

thats the thinking gotten from dad.

i know, and i know.


if the world could be as nice as this...


off to maple with my woshpangpang mother.
mummy's siao on mapling!!