went to visit serine today with lianni and shiqi.
felt totally depressed when we saw her.
she looked so bad.
i imagined i might have been worse if someone i loved jumped infront of me..

it totally isnt yr fault. dont get it into you..

wanted to ask her to go out to lunch with us bud her door was locked and nobody is at home to open the door for her.
waited for her maid to come back and we had a chat.
couldnt get her to come for lunch with us so we went ourselves.

came back with fries and stuffs for her since she didnt want to eat,
and chatted, and realised she was given a week off from school.

went home around 8pm plsu or 9pm.

and i realised i hit myself in the head 3 times at the corner of the tablet which is at my head level at her door.
the first is when i've just reached, i stood by the wall and knocked my head with the tablet,
second is when we're leaving for lunch and while wearing my shoe,
third is when we're leaving for home.

ugh. serine, get the tablet off our head level or wrap the corner with cotton or something. ugh.

took the train home with lianni after that.

well you know we care for you. cheer up